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Converting to Judaism has defined my high school experience
This article was produced as part of JTA’s Teen Journalism Fellowship, a program that works with Jewish teens around the world to report on issues that affect their lives.
(JTA) — During the pandemic, my mom decided to start baking; my friend Reagan learned Osage, a Native American language; my brother taught himself how to skateboard.
I decided to channel my free time and energy into converting to Judaism.
Growing up in the Bible Belt, I was only ever exposed to Christian theology. Almost everyone around me was a Baptist. Although my parents intentionally raised my brother and me without a focus on religion, I grew up going to Christian preschool, Christian summer camps, and being surrounded by other Christians–just because there weren’t other options. While this wasn’t necessarily a bad thing, I always knew that Christianity wasn’t right for me.
At first, the idea of eternal life and an all-knowing God provided comfort, but as I got older I started to feel disconnected from Christianity. Concepts like the Holy Trinity never made sense to me, and by age 12 I thought I had given up on religion entirely.
I first started looking into Judaism towards the end of 2020. I’m not really sure what led me to this; I just stumbled upon it and found that its emphasis on making the ordinary holy, repairing the world, and the pursuit of knowledge was a perfect fit for my already existing beliefs. My parents were a little bit shocked but ultimately supportive when I told them that I wanted to convert. My mom’s main concern was that I would become the target of antisemitism. “I’m happy for you and try not to think about the what-ifs,” she said while driving me to the Jewish community center so that I could board the bus headed to the BBYO Jewish youth group’s International Convention.
In the spring of 2021, I emailed the rabbi at a local synagogue about my potential conversion. During our first conversation, he asked me if I’d heard about the custom of rabbis turning away potential candidates three times. I told him I had, but that if he turned me away I would just keep coming back. After the meeting, I signed up for conversion classes and started attending services regularly — and I wasn’t alone.
According to a 2021 Tablet survey, 43% of American rabbis are seeing more conversion candidates than before. The reasons for conversion are diverse. Some candidates fell down an internet rabbit hole that led to a passion for Judaism. Others took an ancestry test and wanted to reconnect with their Jewish heritage. Many were raised as Reform Jews but weren’t Jewish according to stricter halachic, or Jewish legal, standards and decided to convert under Conservative or Orthodox auspices. Despite the common stereotype that Jews by choice must be converting for the sake of marriage, many rabbis said that converts are less likely than ever to be converting for a Jewish partner.
After meeting with a rabbi about the potential conversion, candidates are expected to learn everything they can about Judaism. In my case, that meant 21 weeks of hour-long, weekly conversion classes in addition to independent study on Jewish mysticism, traditions, and ideas. Candidates are also expected to become active members of their local Jewish community and attend services regularly.
Once the candidate and the rabbi feel they are ready to convert, a beit din, or a court usually made up of three rabbis, is assembled. They will conduct an interview, asking the candidate about what brought them to Judaism and basic questions about what was taught during conversion classes. When the beit din has guaranteed that the candidate genuinely wants to convert, the candidate immerses in the mikveh, a pool used for ritual purification. After submerging in the mikveh, the convert is considered to be officially Jewish and is typically called up for an aliyah, ascending the platform where the Torah is read.
According to Rabbi Darah Lerner, who served in Bangor, Maine before her retirement last year, the main difference between teens converting alone and teens converting with their family is the parental approval that’s needed, but otherwise the process is very similar. “I treated them pretty much as I did with adults,” she said. For me, the only parental approval needed was my mom telling my rabbi that she and my dad were fine with me starting the conversion process. She also noted that it was easier for teens to integrate into the Jewish community because people were excited to see young people interested in Judaism.
A mikveh, like this one at Mayyim Hayyim outside of Boston, is a ritual pool where Jews by choice immerse as part of the conversion process. (Courtesy Mayyim Hayyim)
She said that the Jewish community gave the teens a place where they could ask questions and not be shut down. “If they have a pushback, or a curiosity, or a problem we allow them to ask it and we give them real answers or resources,” she said.
“I feel extremely privileged when youth come to me with these questions and these desires,” Rabbi Rachael Jackson, from Hendersonville, North Carolina. Jackson has worked with three teens in the conversion process over the past two years. Like Lerner, she doesn’t require teens to wait until they turn 18 to begin the conversion process. However, it’s not unusual for rabbis to recommend that teens wait until they turn 18 to begin their conversion.
My conversion process has defined my high school experience. I’ve been able to connect with other Jews at my school through BBYO, which has helped me find a community at school and meet people who I might not have met otherwise. Although it’s made me feel farther from the Christian community I was once a part of, Judaism has given me spiritual fulfillment, a love for Israel, and a sense of community — both in my synagogue and my BBYO chapter.
Others who have gone through the process feel much the same way. “I wouldn’t even recognize myself,” said Haven Lail, 17, from Hickory, North Carolina. “My whole personality is based on being Jewish. That’s what I love.” Adopted into a Jewish family at age 12, Lail felt drawn to Judaism because of the loving and accepting community she found.
Raised as a nondenominational Christian, Lail attended church regularly with her biological parents, but not for the religious aspect. “It was all hellfire and brimstone,” she said. Neglected by her birth parents, she only went to church because she knew there would be food there.
Lail started the conversion process at age 12 through a Hebrew high school, and four years later, she submerged in the mikveh and signed a certificate finalizing her conversion. The process was simple, but she was shocked that so few Jews knew about the conversion process. “It was a little weird,” she said.
The Talmud says that because “the Jewish people were themselves strangers, they are not in a position to demean a convert because he is a stranger in their midst.” However, it isn’t uncommon for converts to feel alienated from the rest of the Jewish community. “There’s this fear of going to college and still being othered because you still won’t quite fit in with the people who have been raised Jewish,” said one high school senior from North Carolina.
He was shocked by how alienated he felt after making his conversion public, and wanted to stay anonymous because he worries that once people find out that he converted, they’ll see him differently. “I didn’t ever really explain it to anybody except for the people really close to me,” he said. But after his rabbi called him up for an aliyah — a blessing recited during the reading of the Torah — one woman from the congregation began to bring it up to him every time she saw him. “People don’t realize that it can be a touchy thing and very, very othering,” he said.
I usually don’t mind personal questions about my conversion, but asking someone why they converted or pointing out that someone is a convert is frowned upon by Jewish law. I used to feel like everyone could tell that I wasn’t raised Jewish, but after one of my BBYO advisors thought that my conversion was just a rumor and couldn’t believe that it was true, I realized that wasn’t the case.
All of my friends and peers who were raised Jewish have memories of Jewish summer camps, Shabbat dinners with family, and a lifetime of other experiences. I often struggle with not feeling “Jewish enough” or like I missed out, especially because so many Jewish customs revolve around the home and family. My parents will often come with me to Shabbat services, but don’t participate in Jewish customs or celebrate Jewish holidays with me. “Anything that is a ritual in the home, they don’t really have the ability to have that autonomy,” said Rabbi Rachael Jackson of Agudas Israel Congregation in Hendersonville, North Carolina.
Grace Hamilton, a student at Muskingum University in New Concord, Ohio, has struggled with imposter syndrome during her conversion. Ever since she started college, she’s been questioning her place in the Jewish community and hasn’t been practicing Judaism as much as she used to. “I haven’t prayed in a really long time,” she said. She used to tell herself that once she finalized her conversion she would finally feel Jewish enough, but after a conversation with her rabbi, she realized that wasn’t the case.
According to Rabbi Rochelle Tulik at Temple B’rith Kodesh in Rochester, New York, many converts feel like they will never be Jewish enough. “That, no matter how hard they try, how many books they read or put on their shelves, no matter how often they come to services, or how many menorahs they light, somehow they’ll be caught,” she said in a Rosh Hashanah sermon she named “You Are Not an Imposter.”
Despite the struggles that many converts face, others like Rabbi Natasha Mann, who now serves as a rabbi at New London Synagogue in England, immediately felt at home within the Jewish community. “I felt like people were excited to have me there and wanted to hear what I had to say,” she said. After a family member mentioned that she might have Jewish ancestry, Mann began exploring out of curiosity. “I started looking into it, just because I felt that it was another piece of the puzzle,” she said.
Coming from an interreligious and intercultural family, she wanted to explore another aspect of her heritage, but ended up connecting with Judaism in a way that she hadn’t connected with any other religion. After two years of study, she decided to officially start her conversion process.
The Jewish community gave Mann a place where her ideas were taken seriously and she could have religious discussions, even as a teen. “I don’t know what my life would have looked like if I hadn’t found somewhere to really express and delve into that,” she said. “And luckily, I never have to.”
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Andorra Carnival Sparks Outrage After Effigy of Israel Is Put on ‘Trial’ and Burned
A large blue-and-white effigy bearing a Star of David is hanged and set ablaze during carnival festivities in Encamp, Andorra, on Feb. 16, 2026, in a ritual that has sparked international condemnation. Photo: Screenshot
A centuries-old carnival ritual in Andorra erupted into international controversy after an effigy of the State of Israel was symbolically put on “trial,” shot, and set ablaze during the festivities, with local and government officials present.
Part of an annual carnival tradition, the celebration features “Carnestoltes,” a mock king whose effigy is customarily put on trial, hanged, and burned in a symbolic ritual that marks the close of the festivities.
Across Europe, many cities hold carnivals in the weeks before Lent — the Christian season of fasting that begins on Ash Wednesday — often blending centuries-old customs, including the ceremonial judgment or burning of a figure representing excess or wrongdoing.
However, this year marked the first time the effigy incorporated Jewish symbols and imagery associated with Israel — an act the local Jewish community condemned as antisemitic amid an already tense and hostile climate, warning it risks normalizing hatred and violence.
During Monday’s festivities in Encamp, a district of the tiny principality of Andorra between France and Spain, a large blue-and-white effigy marked with a Star of David was hanged, symbolically put on trial, shot, and set ablaze.
Images circulating on social media also captured an air rifle pointed at the hanging effigy, with onlookers gathered around the scene.
According to local media reports, public and government officials, including the mayor of Encamp and council members, also took part in the ceremony.
The president of Andorra’s parliament, Carles Enseñat Reig, strongly condemned the incident, calling it “unacceptable” and warning that it tarnishes the principality’s reputation and threatens the spirit of its traditional celebrations.
The Representative Council of Jewish Institutions of France (CRIF) — the main representative body of French Jews — also denounced the incident, calling it “unworthy, outrageous, and provocative” and raising the possibility of sanctions or even a boycott of Andorra.
In a press release, the festival committee defended their actions, saying the Carnival King figure was meant to satirize the Israeli-Palestinian conflict and draw attention to Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu.
They further explained that the event aimed to spotlight the global rise of far-right movements, while stressing it was never intended to single out any religion.
The European Jewish Congress (EJC) condemned the incident as “outrageous,” warning that such acts not only inflame antisemitism but also pose a serious threat to Jewish communities across Europe.
“Turning a festive tradition into the symbolic execution of imagery associated with the Jewish state is a deeply disturbing act that risks normalizing antisemitism and incitement,” EJC wrote in a post on X.
“Such displays are incompatible with the fundamental European values of dignity, respect, and peaceful coexistence.”
While most countries across Europe and the broader Western world have seen a sharp rise in antisemitic incidents since Hamas’s Oct. 7, 2023, attack on Israel, Andorra — with its small Jewish community — had until now remained relatively quiet and largely safe.
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French Tourists Attack Israelis in Thailand After Overhearing Their Hebrew
Illustrative: Anti-Israel protesters march through the streets of the township of Lenasia in Johannesburg, South Africa, Oct. 6, 2024. Photo: REUTERS/Ihsaan Haffejee
Three Israelis were brutally attacked at a bar in Thailand on Monday after they were overheard speaking Hebrew, continuing a growing trend of Hebrew speakers being assaulted around the world amid a surge in antisemitism.
The Israeli citizens, all in their 20s, were attacked on the island of Koh Samui in southern Thailand by French tourists of North African origin, according to multiple reports.
The Combat Antisemitism Movement shared photographs of the victims, reporting that the assailants confronted them and said, “You are Israelis,” before chasing them into a restroom, forcing the door open, and demanding they empty their pockets.
Two of the Israelis, a father and son who remain unidentified, reportedly sought to flee and take shelter in a restroom. While two of the victims went to the hospital after the attack, the third escaped. A member of the victims’ family described the injuries as severe to Israel’s Channel 12, noting broken ribs, damaged teeth, and back trauma.
While the bar’s employees stepped in, the victims said that some members of security joined the attackers and used batons against them.
The assaults in Thailand follow an ongoing pattern of antisemitic acts targeting Israeli tourists who are overheard speaking in Hebrew.
In December, for example, an Israeli tourist was brutally attacked in Cyprus while speaking Hebrew on the phone, requiring hospitalization and resulting in the loss of vision in one of his eyes.
The victim’s father expressed his frustration on Facebook at the response, writing that “what is no less shocking is what happened afterward. We contacted the relevant authorities, including the Israeli consulate, and the response we received was: ‘Sunday- we’re on vacation.’ When an Israeli citizen is injured abroad after a violent attack, the system is simply unavailable. There is no taking responsibility, no response. No sense of backing. There is documentation, there are medical records, and there are witnesses.”
Almog Armoza, 25, described a similar incident that occurred earlier that month in Nepal’s Kathmandu when men hit him in the back of the head with an iron rod as he was recording a voice message in Hebrew.
“If I hadn’t managed to run, there’s a good chance I wouldn’t be alive today,” he said. “If the first blow had knocked me out, it could have ended differently.”
Armoza was left with an open wound on his head which required overnight hospitalization and caused him to miss his flight back to Israel.
“My phone was in my hand, and they didn’t go for it,” he said, noting that the attack was not a robbery as his assailants did not steal his valuables. “I have traveled the world for three years. This isn’t how robberies are done. The level of violence was meant to kill.”
In August, an Uber driver in Vienna assaulted a Jewish man and forced him and his family to leave the vehicle after learning some of the passengers were Israeli. Uber subsequently suspended the driver.
Oskar Deutsch, president of the Jewish Community of Vienna, described the incident in a statement on Facebook. “When a taxi driver learns that his passengers are Jewish and some are from Israel, he calls the five people antisemitic and forces them to get off,” Deutsch wrote. “The crying of the children is not enough for him. He pushes the father and threatens him with more blows.”
On July 24 in Athens, a pro-Palestinian activist yelled “Free Palestine” and assaulted Ran Ben Shimon, the coach of Israel’s national soccer team, after hearing him speaking Hebrew with assistant coach Gal Cohen.
Ben Shimon said he doubted the attacker knew of their positions and that “in my opinion, the reason for this is that we are Israelis who spoke Hebrew. I am proud to represent my country everywhere; this certainly will not deter us in the future.”
Last February, also in Athens, a pro-Palestinian demonstrator chose violence when hearing Israeli tourists speaking Hebrew, stabbing the couple as they returned to their hotel from a restaurant. Law enforcement arrested him and determined he was originally from Gaza.
American Jewish tourists have also come under attack.
In November at Milan’s Central Station, a 25-year-old Pakistani man allegedly assaulted an Orthodox Jewish tourist from the US and threatened, “You kill children in Palestine, and I’ll kill you.”
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A shocking Purim experience (from the memoirs of I. J. Singer)
אינעם בוך זכרונות פֿונעם פּראָזע־מײַסטער, י. י. זינגער, „פֿון אַ וועלט וואָס איז נישטאָ מער‟, געפֿינט זיך אַ רירנדיקע פּורים־מעשׂה.
דאָס בוך איז אַרויס אין יאָר 1946, צוויי יאָר נאָך זינגערס פּלוצלינגדיקן, פֿריצײַטיקן טויט. דאָס ווערק האָט זיך צוערשט געדרוקט אין פֿאָרווערטס נאָך זײַן פּטירה, אונטערן נאָמען „אמתע פּאַסירונגען‟, אָבער זינגער אַליין האָט זײַן ווערק אַ נאָמען געגעבן „פֿון אַ וועלט וואָס איז נישטאָ מער‟. לויט זײַן פּלאַן, האָט דאָס ווערק געזאָלט אונדז געבן אַ ברייט קינסטלעריש בילד פֿון זײַן לעבן, און איבערהויפּט פֿונעם לעבן פֿון זײַן סבֿיבֿה, פֿון די קינדעריאָרן ביז זײַן קומען קיין אַמעריקע. עס האָט געזאָלט זײַן אַ ווערק פֿון דרײַ בענד, אַרום פֿופֿצן הונדערט זײַטן.
אין זײַן רײַכער ליטעראַרישער ירושה, האָט זינגער אונדז אָבער איבערגעלאָזט די ווײַטערדיקע לוסטיקע פּורים־מעשׂה (געדרוקט דאָ אין אַ פֿאַרקירצטן נוסח), וואָס איז פֿאָרגעקומען אין זײַן שטוב ווען ער איז געווען אַ קינד.
שיִעלע — אַזוי הייסט דער יונגער י. י. זינגער — דערציילט וועגן אַ מלמד, ר’ מיכל דוד, אַ פֿריילעך ייִדל, וואָס ס׳האָט זיך בײַ אים, נעבעך, פֿאַרענדיקט שוין גאָרנישט פֿריילעך. אַהרן צייטלין האָט אַ מאָל געשריבן וועגן י. י. זינגער, אַז ער איז געווען „אַ גײַסטיקער רעוואָלוציאָנער, וואָס האָט נישט אָנגענומען — נישט געוואָלט און נישט געקאָנט אָננעמען — דעם סדר פֿון דער וועלט‟. אין אָט דעם מעשׂהלע קען מען דאָס שוין גוט דערפֿילן.
— דניאלה מאַוער
אַ ייִד אַ מלמד פֿאַרגלוסט זיך צו ווערן אַ מלאך
ר׳ מיכל דוד איז געווען אַ קליין, לעבעדיק פּאַרשוינדל, מיט אַ שיטער, בלאָנד בערדל, אַ ייִדל אַ שטיק קוועקזילבער. בײַם לערנען האָט ער ליב געהאַט צו שניצן מיט אַ מעסערל. ער האָט אויסגעשניצט טאַבאַק־שטעקעלעך פֿון קאָרע, וואָס ער האָט אַוועקגעשאָנקען מתּנות צו אַלטע ייִדן, גרויסע טאַבאַק־שמעקער; אָדער ער האָט אויסגעשניצט פֿון האָלץ אַן אתרוג־פּושקע. ער האָט אויך פֿאַר אונדז אויסגעאַרבעט פֿאַרביקע לאַמטערנדלעך, מיט וועלכע מיר פֿלעגן אַהיימגיין אין די ווינטערנעכט פֿון חדר. געלערנט האָט ער מיר אַ פֿריילעכן ניגון, אָפֿט מאָל צוקנאַקנדיק מיט די פֿינגער פֿאַר שׂמחה.
די באַלעבאָסטעס, בײַ וועלכע ער האָט געגעסן טעג, האָבן אָנגעקוואָלן פֿון אים, ווײַל אַלץ האָט ער ליב געהאַט, פֿון יעדן מאכל הנאה געהאַט. די חסידים האָבן געלעקט די פֿינגער פֿון אים, ווײַל ער האָט געקענט דערציילן די וווּנדערלעכסטע מעשׂיות פֿון צדיקים און גוטע־ייִדן. אויך פֿאַר אונדז, ייִנגלעך, פֿלעגט ער דערציילן אַ וועלט מיט מעשׂיות, די פֿאַנטאַסטישסטע מעשׂיות פֿון צדיקים און בעל־שמס, וואָס האָבן געהאַט קפֿיצת־הדרך, געווען רואה־ואינו־נראהס און באַוויזן נאָך אַזעלכע קונצן.
אויף חסידישע סעודהלעך און ימים־טובֿים האָט ר׳ מיכל דוד געקערט וועלטן. ער האָט געזונגען מיט אַ הויך קוויטשיק קולכל, געקאָנט מאַכן אַ סך „לחיימס”, ווי פֿאַר אַ חסיד פּאַסט, און ער האָט געטאַנצט גאָרנישט מיד צו ווערן. דער עיקר האָט ער ליב געהאַט צו טאַנצן אויפֿן טיש…
פֿאַר פּורים האָט ר׳ מיכל דוד אינגאַנצן אָפּגעלאָזט די גמרא און געגרייט זיך צום פֿריילעכן יום־טובֿ. ערשטנס, האָט ער אויף דער מזרח־וואַנט פֿון בית־המדרש אָנגעצייכנט מיט אַ חלבֿן ליכט גרויסע אותיות און געמעלעכסטן. דער מלמד האָט אײַנגעטונקען אַ שמאַטע אין אַש פֿון בית־המדרש־אויוון און דערמיט איבערגעגאַנגען איבער דעם חלבֿ, און גלײַך זײַנען די אותיות און צייכענונגען געוואָרן שוואַרץ און אָנזעוודיק. מיר האָבן דערזען אַ גרויסע אויפֿשריפֿט: „משנכנס אדר מרבין בשמחה‟, וואָס מיינט, אַז ווי נאָר עס הייבט זיך אָן דער חודש אָדר, דאַרף מען אָנהייבן זיך משׂמח זײַן. אונטער דעם שיינעם אויפֿשריפֿט פֿון געכּתיבֿהטע אותיות איז געווען אויסגעמאָלט אַ פֿלעשל בראָנפֿן און צוויי הענט גיבן זיך לחיים. אין חדר האָט ער מיט אונדז געלערנט די מגילה, שניצנדיק דערבײַ די שענסטע גראַגערס פֿאַר אַלע תּלמידים.
אין ביידע טעג פֿון פּורים און שושן־פּורים האָט ר׳ מיכל דוד ממש איבערגעקערט דאָס שטעטעלע. ווען מען האָט געלייענט אין בית־המדרש די מגילה, האָט ער צונויפֿגענומען אַלע ייִנגלעך, נישט נאָר די תּלמידים זײַנע, נאָר אַפֿילו פֿרעמדע, און קאָמאַנדעוועט מיט אונדז בײַם גראַגערן יעדעס מאָל, ווען מען האָט דערמאָנט המנען. ער אַליין האָט געמאַכט פֿאַר זיך אַליין דעם גרעסטן גראַגער. ער האָט אויך געטופּעט מיט די פֿיס, און נישט נאָר בײַ המנס נאָמען, נאָר אויך ווען מען האָט דערמאָנט המנס ווײַב זרש און זייערער צען זין. דאָס וואָס אַ ייִד מיט אַ באָרד גראַגערט אין בית־המדרש האָט אַרויסגערופֿן גרויס שׂמחה בײַ אונדז ייִנגלעך. מיר האָבן שיִער נישט דאָס בית־המדרש צעלייגט. מײַן פֿאָטער איז אַפֿילו געווען אומצופֿרידן, ווײַל מיר האָבן געשטערט דעם בעל־קורא אין לייענען די מגילה, אָבער ער האָט זיך נישט געבייזערט. מען האָט אויף דעם פֿריילעכן מיכל דוד זיך נישט געקאָנט בייזערן. חוץ דעם, איז עס דאָך געווען פּורים, ווען מען דאַרף משׂמח זײַן.
נאָך דער מגילה האָט מיכל דוד גענומען גיין איבער די הײַזער, פֿון איין באַלעבאַטישער שטוב צו דער אַנדערער, און מאַכן „לחיימס”. אין שושן־פּורים האָט ער צונויפֿגענומען די חסידים און געמאַכט הוליאַנקעס. די חסידים האָט מען אַזעלכע זאַכן נישט געדאַרפֿט בעטן. זיי זײַנען אַלע מאָל גרייט געווען צו אַ סעודהלע, צו אַ שׂמחה. זיי האָבן געקויפֿט אַ פֿאַס ביר און געטרונקען אויף וואָס די וועלט שטייט. זיי זײַנען געגאַנגען פֿון הויז צו הויז, וווּ זיי האָבן געגעסן און געטרונקען און געטאַנצט. די ייִנגלעך זײַנען נאָכגעלאָפֿן. די פּראָסטע לײַט, די מתנגדים, האָבן געקוקט קרום אויף די חסידישע הוליאַנקעס, אָבער די חסידים האָבן זיי געהערט ווי המן דעם גראַגער און זיי אויף צו־להכעיס נאָך העכער געזונגען און געטאַנצט. מיכל דוד האָט געטאַנצט אויף דער גאַס. ער איז גאָרנישט מיד געוואָרן פֿון טרינקען און האָפּסען און זינגען און פֿרייען זיך. צום־לעצט זיינען די חסידים אַרײַנגעקומען צו מײַן פֿאָטער אין שטוב.
„רביצין, פּורים מעג מען טאַנצן אויפֿן טישטעך. עס זאָל אַ רוח המנען אין זײַן טאַטנס טאַטן אַרײַן ביז עמלקן!‟ האָט מיכל דוד געשריגן און געטופּעט מיט די פֿיס.
דערנאָך איז ער אַראָפּגעשפּרונגען פֿון טיש, אײַנגעהילט זיך אין טישטעך ווי אין אַ טלית און זיך פֿאַרשטעלט פֿאַר אַ מלאך.
„רביצין, איך בין דער מלאך מיכאל — האָט ער געשריגן — גיט מיר צוויי פֿלעדערווישן, וועל איך מאַכן פֿליגל.‟
מײַן מוטער, אַ מתנגדישע טאָכטער, האָט דעם צעקאָכטן חסיד קיין פֿלעדערווישן נישט געוואָלט געבן. אָבער ער איז נישט געווען פֿויל און אַליין אַרײַן אין קיך. ער האָט אויסגעזוכט צוויי גענדזענע פֿליגל, וועלכע ער האָט מיט שטריקלעך צוגעבונדן צום טישטעך, אַזוי אַז ער זאָל אויסזען ווי אַן אמתער מלאך. דערנאָך האָט ער גענומען אַ הויפֿן מעל און זיך אויסגעמעלט דאָס פּנים. פֿאַרוואָס אַ מלאך דאַרף האָבן אַן אויסגעמעלט פּנים ווייס איך נישט, אָבער אַזוי האָט ר׳ מיכל דוד געטאָן. אין אָט דעם הילוך איז ער אַרײַן אין מײַן פֿאָטערס שטוב אין גענומען טאַנצן אַ מלאכים־טאַנץ. דער ייִד האָט געשוועבט ווי אַ רוח. ייִדן האָבן צוגעפּאַטשט מיט די הענט און גערופֿן פֿריילעך:
„לעבעדיק, מלאך מיכאל!‟
מיט אַ מאָל, האָט דער מלאך מיכאל צעשפּרייט זײַנע הענט ווי פֿליגל און אַ פֿלי געטאָן גלײַך דורכן פֿענצטער אין דרויסן אַרויס.
אַרײַן אין שטוב צוריק איז ער שוין נישט אויף די אייגענע פֿיס. מען האָט אים געטראָגן. זײַנע לעבעדיקע אויגן זײַנען געווען געשלאָסן. פֿון איין אויג האָט גערונען בלוט. אַ צעקנאָדערטן, ווי אַ בינטל טויטע אבֿרים, האָט מען אים געטראָגן אין זײַן טישטעך מיט די פֿלעדערווישן מיטן אויסגעמעלטן פּנים. מען האָט גלײַך אַרײַנגערופֿן דעם גוייִשן פֿעלדשער פּאַוואָלסקי, וואָס האָט געוווינט אין שכנות.
„איך קאָן גאָרנישט טאָן, דאָס אויג רינט אים אויס,‟ האָט ער געזאָגט.
אַלע ייִדן אַרום, אויסגעניכטערטע אין איין רגע, זײַנען געשטאַנען מיט אַראָפּגעלאָזענע קעפּ. מײַן פֿאָטער האָט זיך געבעטן בײַם אויסגעצויגענעם מלמד:
„ר׳ מיכל דוד, איר זעט מיך, ר׳ מיכל דוד? … ענטפֿערט, ר׳ מיכל דוד….‟
ר׳ מיכל דוד האָט נישט געענטפֿערט. זײַן פּנים, אויסגעשמירט אין מעל, האָט אויסגעזען ווי אַ מת. די פּראָסטע ייִדן, וואָס זײַנען אָנגעלאָפֿן, האָבן געמוסרט די חסידים:
„חסידקעס, שיכּרים זענט איר, נישט קיין ייִדן — האָבן זיי געמורמלט — אַזאַ אומגליק…‟
מײַן פֿאָטער איז געווען חושך. מײַן מוטער האָט געוויינט. אין מיטן וויינען האָט זי זיך דערמאָנט אַז מען דאַרף צינדן ליכט, ווײַל שושן־פּורים איז דעמאָלט אויסגעפֿאַלן אין פֿרײַטיק.
איך האָב געקוקט אויף דעם מלמד מײַנעם, וואָס איז געלעגן אויסגעצויגן אויף דער גרינער קאָלדרע, געלעגן אַ שווײַגנדיקער, מיט אַן אויסגעמעלט פּנים, איבער וועלכן אַ דין שנירעלע בלוט האָט זיך געשלענגלט, און איך האָב געהאַט תּרעומות צו גאָט, וואָס האָט געקאָנט אָפּטאָן אַזאַ אומגערעכטיקייט, און אין אַ יום־טובֿ דערצו. דאָס איז געווען שוואַרץ־שבת.
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